I grew up not used of asking for God's help (Don't get me wrong.). All I do is to patiently wait for Him to help me. If He wants to help me, then thank You, but if not, still thank You! It doesn't matter to me anyway. I only believe that He will just do His part, and the rest of the battle is mine alone.
But early this year, I am learning to acknowledge that I need Him. I need Him fully! Not just a part of Him, but everything of Him. I have experienced a lot of frustrations and disappointments, but it is only to Him where I ran to. This is when I also acknowledge that I CANNOT do things on my own --- I will need Him..I will always need Him. And it takes a lot of courage from me!
Now, I am learning to ask. I am learning to beg. I am learning to surrender. I am learning to trust Him fully that the battle is always His' and He's gonna win it for me!
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